"There are two type of sin a human would commit in this world, one are sins commited against God, and the other--sins commited against other humans. Today, you must know, that the latter sin weighs much much heavier on the day of judgement, because God is forgiving, humans are not." It's a quote i extracted from something my religious teacher said around two weeks or a month ago. I've always known about how they divided the act, venial and mortal, involuntary and voluntary... but what my teacher was new to me. It offered something greater for me to think about.
"God is forgiving, humans are not." It kept replaying over and over in my mind. Jesus, the son of God based on the New Testament, a direct messiah of him, has an essence of God himself. The essence of forgiveness, he is more God than human, it may be cruel. Human nature is to hold grudges, to not forgive, to lament over every misery afflicted upon one and to afflict their own hell to others, it is unbeateable. Humans are never meant to understand forgiveness in its entireity and ugliness. To get closer to God now that i realize it in hollowness, is to get closer to forgiveness, the very thing a human can't understand.
Forgiveness upon others, God himself, and yourself. Is that what is it all about? The thing I've missed all my life? forgiveness? Life is about being beaten over and over, challenged by the triumpth of life, and learning how to forgive. A person so miserable, so grieved, so human, is one who is so unforgiving that it holds their own act against their head, and couldn't forgive even themselves. The sprout of hate, the very iron before it is welded into a sword of terrorism, are unforgiveness and grudges. It;s so corny
:;;It's still in my head now
08.10.2024: 07:53
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Time goes on so fast
17.09.2024: 20:15
Thinking about it now, the current state of the art world is really cruel
17.09.2024: 20:09
I really don't know what kindof feel to aim for for the main site. Compiling references and feeling pictures aren't my thing... I'm braindead... Really, 'll figure it out on my own someone else could replicate my work easily, color them as theyd like, and tell it with their own mouth, but they can;t ever replicate the life experience dog shit i have to step over on the road everyday to finally lead me; into making art... so i suppose, it's all worth it. all worth it; Won't stop me